Tuesday, December 4, 2007

My Schizophrenia

It's a tough decision.

I, Maya, am part of the community - but so is Marla.  Until recently I haven't had a reason to separate those two.  But as the past few weeks have rolled by, it's becoming clear to me that I have to distinguish between Marla and Maya: between fiction and reality - and between what is in Maddison's world and what is not.  

I'm not sure if what is going on has happened before - that is, a fan of the show becoming a character - and the transition is rough.  Confusing to say the least.

So.  I'm joining Jeromy behind the wall.  I'm not sure how to describe how difficult a decision it is, for me specifically.   But it's for a good cause.

The upside is that while Maya might not show up, Marla most definitely will.  So it's not really goodbye for me.

I love you guys.  You know it.


2 Week Notice.... Almost

I've been thinking heavily on this for the last week. Very heavily. I've talked with a bunch of folks privately, and I've made a decision.

As of the end of my radio show a week from Thursday (December 13th), I'm building a fierce wall where this sad excuse of a curtain is.


In short, I have concluded that being so accessible to the audience has diminished the focus on the story.

So, focus on the story. You all are missing things, and I'm doing my part to help you focus. I'm rooting for you back here.

Hearts and Kisses..... Wait, I'm not leaving yet. I'll be available for the next a-little-more-than-a-week.