It's a tough decision.
I, Maya, am part of the community - but so is Marla. Until recently I haven't had a reason to separate those two. But as the past few weeks have rolled by, it's becoming clear to me that I have to distinguish between Marla and Maya: between fiction and reality - and between what is in Maddison's world and what is not.
I'm not sure if what is going on has happened before - that is, a fan of the show becoming a character - and the transition is rough. Confusing to say the least.
So. I'm joining Jeromy behind the wall. I'm not sure how to describe how difficult a decision it is, for me specifically. But it's for a good cause.
The upside is that while Maya might not show up, Marla most definitely will. So it's not really goodbye for me.
I love you guys. You know it.